Searching for Elevation

From back when I searched but didn’t find

This painting is kinda special to me. I should have continued on this path. But evil blurred me in so many ways that it was hard to maintain.

I see clearly in this painting what I was one day. Simple and plain me.
Persecution, chase, messing up my life did enough since 2017. It was pretty hard, it was fucking hard.

In this painting I can see perfection that resided in me even back when I thought I wasn’t enough.

And look nowadays, I’m not done yet but only now I see the light at the end of the tunnel.

It was pure terror. But any way, I made my way in life.

I’m still growing - today I'm proudly 27.

They’re still trying take something from me and who I love.

Sure thing that hurts.

But one thing granted: the world is corrupted and contrary, not myself and those for whom my heart beat.

So, yes!

Take this for grated world: I’m still alive! And for those days that passed through the years that collapsed on myself:

I’M GETTING BETTER EVERY DAY!

CARRYING THE WORLD WITH ME!

YEEEEEEEESSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!